Sleepless night

I oughta do something about it, yet I cannot muster up the courage to do so. I must go there in the near future to sort it out... if I still have a chance. I must end this constant struggle within my heart.

I want to thank someone who has been so understanding and caring to me, the feeling that I am unable to give something back makes me feeling uneasy. Thank you x infinity.

Forgive me, I am just too tired and too sick of being with anyone right now. I perfectly know my source my sadness and confusion come from myself, and for a long time I have lost my senses for emotions. I drift from day to day.

I must untie this knot.

FATE

Meant to post this lyrics up many months ago, could date it back to late September 2005. Never got round to doing it. Today I have this urge. I don't like the singer's voice for this song in this HK Cantonese verion, but the Korean version of this song is nice. Anyhow, I want to cry everytime when I think of these lyrics. They perfectly portray how I feel since mid July 2005.

女人天下 (A Korean Show- Women's world)插曲：

『又是命運』

原曲：路 作曲：金善敏 詞 ：鄭國江

微風輕輕

輕拂臉

無端傷悲

天註定

無法怨你

過去的沒法拋棄

曾經相依

今始覺情心不死

深慶幸垂注有你

叫我可支撐得起

你我要各奔赴前程

仍同在一天空下

偶爾仰首山峰

偶爾看看星空

當沐浴著晚風

可會察覺這份相思的痛

寂寞留住痛苦

怎麼使我永遠痛心

愛變做了記憶

欲愛未能

願莫忘掉我心

祇因心裡愛你太深

悲哀苦痛的歲月

伴我終老

永遠空等

愛我愛我雖真心

愛要佔有 未能

要怪也怪命運

腦裡滿載怨恨

眼角滿載淚痕

回首前塵 又是命運

你我要各奔赴前程

仍同在一天空下

偶爾仰首山峰

偶爾看看星空

當沐浴著晚風

可會察覺這份相思的痛

寂寞留住痛苦

怎麼使我永遠痛心

愛變做了記憶

欲愛未能

願莫忘掉我心

祇因心裡愛你太深

悲哀苦痛的歲月

伴我終老

永遠空等

無端犧牲

雖因你仍不甘心

天註定

無法抱怨

情緣沒法拋棄

夢也不開心