Enjoying my new keyboard (logitech ultra-flat)...somewhat giving me da motivation to start blogging again.

Rollercoaster...

Over the past month, my emotions raged. Being thrown from heaven to hell might not be the best description, but it did feel like that literally...

Work wise, it is going well. Some of my friends ask me why I am hanging around there. Some said I should go back to the UK, either to work or study. For now, I enjoy my job. Even though the job itself does not pay well, nor is it heavily intellectually demanding, it gives you insight into hardship, the harsh reality and the sometimes the worst of human behaviours. It also trains ur EQ, flexibility and decision making skills. Perhaps, one can get insight from almost anything, provided you think about it philosophically enough. That's the art of sales, making extraordinary out of the ordinary.

Have never felt so let down before, by someone who I have considered to be the one...turns out to be just another short term affair. What can I say??? Nothing. What? For my best interests? Come on, I am so sick of such EXCUSES. When passion fades, little miss sunshine loses her magic subsequently. Many tears were shed and my 14 day AL throughout Easter in some way got totally ruined. I got way better when work started again. It takes my mind off--- besides, my friendsssssssss & colleagues are simply fab!!! No matter they are here in HK or faraway in the UK, they are just fantastic mates, so lovely and supportive. I doubt I can recover so quickly without them.

I love U (and it includes you, you and you....and you...and you....(endless list))!!! :)

Afterall, I still feel so lucky and blessed. Thanks.

千億個夜晚

Will my loneliness ever gonna subside?

＊再次看你一眼
然後靜靜獨自遠行 WOO
前面是個孤單既夜晚

四處也覺冰冷
離別路上步步困難 WOO
長夜待我空虛裡習慣

＃誰願回看憂鬱的眼
舊事沒法平淡
偏偏要裝作平淡
憑著忘記將它沖淡　
但是易說難辦
歲月已印在眉間

＋忽忽光陰如幻
天天空虛無限
落寞的雙眼　
前面尚有千億個夜晚
OH 終於歸於平淡
茫茫然走向　
埋沒著我一生既夜晚

REPEAT　＊＃＋＋％

LONELY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE
LONELY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE
茫茫然走向　埋沒著我一生既夜晚

REPEAT　％

LONELY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE
LONELY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE
ALWAYS BY MY SIDE
LONELY WON'T LET ME FALL IN LOVE

OH EVERYWHERE I GO
ALWAYS BY MY SIDE
LONELY WON'T LET ME FALL IN LOVE

Goodbye

Goodbye- Air Supply

Dedicate this song to myself... This might well be the best song to illustrate what you really want to say...

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye