Can we keep faith?

Some reflections after seeing Ms F last sunday. I was so glad to see her back in HK, and was expecting to hear good things happening. I felt pity after knowing what happened and my mind started going on and on in a loop. We shared many of our ups and downs in relationships before, and I just cannot believe for exactly the same reason, but with a different person...that it happened again...can guys have more lame reason than that?

Everytime we get broken hearted, we tell ourselves we will never be able to find someone we will love as much as the previous one(s), and that we will never be able to find THE ONE. The whole world turns grey and we live day to day as a living zombie. Usually when we have given up hopes, someone comes along amazingly and we start to think, "Perhaps, the one is still out there and thank god, he has finally come." Then we happily fall in love again, thinking it should be the last time....until ...when we get broken hearted again. The cycle repeats for x number of times, being proportional to the level of optimism one's got.

Hopefully we all learn from our experience. May Miss F recovers quickly and becomes stronger, and that we can both find the TRUE LOVE who we are destined to be with. Someone, who, has the maturity, committment and courage to share what life has to bring.

Perhaps it takes a life time to see the truth and beauty of TRUE LOVE.

Realisation of Dreams

Being capable in doing something does not mean you would enjoy doing it. If you do not enjoy it, it's very hard to change the attitude to become the opposite.

When reaching the stage where one has worked for awhile, one starts to formulate about workplace, prospects, effort vs reward etc. Being in a role where you see different kind of people everyday can really teach one a lot about human behaviours, and will eventually appreciate individual differences.

I do not like drilling on endless documentation. But if get given a better compensation/reward, perhaps it can heal my imbalance psyche for a bit and not feeling so low.

Through the transition from branch back to office, I realise my interests in fact lie in frontline, into a PEOPLE business...

Perhaps the time will very soon arrive when I set off to realise my dreams. Where hopefully...effort will equal to physical rewards.

Lessons

People in general talk, they say many things to achieve their purposes or fulfilling their agenda, no matter they are ill-intended or not. One must be careful in deciphering the codes and not falling into traps where one can easily be taken advantages of.

Everyone is an individual. It is up to every single person to decide how to run their own life. When seeking advice, it is important to bear in mind that. What other people has chosen to do might not fit your plan, aspirations and capability. The ultimate question to answer is, "What do you want to achieve in your life and what is best suited to your personality?"

Happy bday Nelly

From left, Nelly, Me, Hilary at BACAR, SOHO

18Aug2007