I do not know exactly the cause of my agitation these days. Perhaps, it's the same emotions... the Fear of going through the same things which happened to me 3 years ago. I would still consider that as the most detrimental thing happened to me ever. I do not wish it to happen again.
It is different this time. As long as I don't let my emotions get me, everything should work out and be fine.
Be confident, gal.