Yes... That's what to be achieved... get on with it!
Dai Siu, thanks for the reminder .
NOT TO LOSE TEMPER SO EASILY!!!
I am not the kind of person who procrastinate... there's still a long way... a lot to learn... I need to be patient...but I fear people won't be patient with me...
My idealistic perfectionist character causes myself a lot of suffering...
Be tolerate!!! Change your mindset!!!
Friday, September 14, 2007
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Can we keep faith?
Some reflections after seeing Ms F last sunday. I was so glad to see her back in HK, and was expecting to hear good things happening. I felt pity after knowing what happened and my mind started going on and on in a loop. We shared many of our ups and downs in relationships before, and I just cannot believe for exactly the same reason, but with a different person...that it happened again...can guys have more lame reason than that?
Everytime we get broken hearted, we tell ourselves we will never be able to find someone we will love as much as the previous one(s), and that we will never be able to find THE ONE. The whole world turns grey and we live day to day as a living zombie. Usually when we have given up hopes, someone comes along amazingly and we start to think, "Perhaps, the one is still out there and thank god, he has finally come." Then we happily fall in love again, thinking it should be the last time....until ...when we get broken hearted again. The cycle repeats for x number of times, being proportional to the level of optimism one's got.
Hopefully we all learn from our experience. May Miss F recovers quickly and becomes stronger, and that we can both find the TRUE LOVE who we are destined to be with. Someone, who, has the maturity, committment and courage to share what life has to bring.
Perhaps it takes a life time to see the truth and beauty of TRUE LOVE.
Everytime we get broken hearted, we tell ourselves we will never be able to find someone we will love as much as the previous one(s), and that we will never be able to find THE ONE. The whole world turns grey and we live day to day as a living zombie. Usually when we have given up hopes, someone comes along amazingly and we start to think, "Perhaps, the one is still out there and thank god, he has finally come." Then we happily fall in love again, thinking it should be the last time....until ...when we get broken hearted again. The cycle repeats for x number of times, being proportional to the level of optimism one's got.
Hopefully we all learn from our experience. May Miss F recovers quickly and becomes stronger, and that we can both find the TRUE LOVE who we are destined to be with. Someone, who, has the maturity, committment and courage to share what life has to bring.
Perhaps it takes a life time to see the truth and beauty of TRUE LOVE.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Realisation of Dreams
Being capable in doing something does not mean you would enjoy doing it. If you do not enjoy it, it's very hard to change the attitude to become the opposite.
When reaching the stage where one has worked for awhile, one starts to formulate about workplace, prospects, effort vs reward etc. Being in a role where you see different kind of people everyday can really teach one a lot about human behaviours, and will eventually appreciate individual differences.
I do not like drilling on endless documentation. But if get given a better compensation/reward, perhaps it can heal my imbalance psyche for a bit and not feeling so low.
Through the transition from branch back to office, I realise my interests in fact lie in frontline, into a PEOPLE business...
Perhaps the time will very soon arrive when I set off to realise my dreams. Where hopefully...effort will equal to physical rewards.
When reaching the stage where one has worked for awhile, one starts to formulate about workplace, prospects, effort vs reward etc. Being in a role where you see different kind of people everyday can really teach one a lot about human behaviours, and will eventually appreciate individual differences.
I do not like drilling on endless documentation. But if get given a better compensation/reward, perhaps it can heal my imbalance psyche for a bit and not feeling so low.
Through the transition from branch back to office, I realise my interests in fact lie in frontline, into a PEOPLE business...
Perhaps the time will very soon arrive when I set off to realise my dreams. Where hopefully...effort will equal to physical rewards.
Lessons
People in general talk, they say many things to achieve their purposes or fulfilling their agenda, no matter they are ill-intended or not. One must be careful in deciphering the codes and not falling into traps where one can easily be taken advantages of.
Everyone is an individual. It is up to every single person to decide how to run their own life. When seeking advice, it is important to bear in mind that. What other people has chosen to do might not fit your plan, aspirations and capability. The ultimate question to answer is, "What do you want to achieve in your life and what is best suited to your personality?"
Everyone is an individual. It is up to every single person to decide how to run their own life. When seeking advice, it is important to bear in mind that. What other people has chosen to do might not fit your plan, aspirations and capability. The ultimate question to answer is, "What do you want to achieve in your life and what is best suited to your personality?"
Monday, August 20, 2007
Monday, July 30, 2007
I miss KT branch.
Oh... where is Wong Sir...??? He's holding the camera...
Where is Dee and Bau Bau????
I miss u all!!!
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Dry
...feeling so dry...every aspects of my life is stagnant right now.
HeHe (big sis) n I have the same feeling... how to deal with it...rationally we know what we should do. We just gotta support each other n not falling into those traps again. However...we have our weaknesses and needs... like headaches *wink wink*... how to cure?
HeHe (big sis) n I have the same feeling... how to deal with it...rationally we know what we should do. We just gotta support each other n not falling into those traps again. However...we have our weaknesses and needs... like headaches *wink wink*... how to cure?
Sunday, July 22, 2007
R U READY?
Yesterday was my last day at KT branch... Because I was off on Friday, and many people were off on Saturday, my colleagues got me a farewell gift on Thurs...It was a Swarovski necklace. That was so sweet of them! I love it very much!! Thanks everyone!! Yesterday afterwork, 4 of us (Mr. A, Ms L, Hehe and I) went to TST Sushi-one for dinner...it was delicious...but I got stomach-ache afterwards!!! I had to see the doctor today.
Hope I feel well enough for work tmr...back to DH 6/F.
Hope I feel well enough for work tmr...back to DH 6/F.
On a separate note, my brother got me the new Eric Suen CD yesterday...haha...so touching!!! He remembers my random comments on wanting to get the CD.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Compromise
The end of this week will mark the end of my stay at branch...really hope this week can last a little longer...this half a year has been so happy, the teamwork spirit amazes me...argh...
Come to think about "big sis", I regard this friendship is so special, still remembering the first MMO activity I did at branch was with her. We walked around KT and gave out business cards, FaiChun and pens to merchants and estate agents...at that time we hadnt known each other well yet...but we could both sense the other person would be fun to hang out with....haha...then things just go funnily coincidentally similar...and sometimes we think about the same things and have similar feelings on certain people :) and now we both have "baubau" as our "godmother"... We will keep this for sure yeah?
I shall not think too much...just welcome and challenges ahead and stay focus!
Was browsing my facebook, then saw a gal-friend of mine who just got engaged. The pair broke up a few years back, and at that time it was so detrimental for the gal, and I thought it was a shame. For the two were so happy together, while I was happily with Mr. T too. Recently they got back together, I do not know the details, but perhaps the gal was bold enough to make the sacrifice for the guy and move to study in the guy's home country. When I saw the two getting back together and getting engaged, I started to wonder if this will ever happen to me at all....
Come to think about "big sis", I regard this friendship is so special, still remembering the first MMO activity I did at branch was with her. We walked around KT and gave out business cards, FaiChun and pens to merchants and estate agents...at that time we hadnt known each other well yet...but we could both sense the other person would be fun to hang out with....haha...then things just go funnily coincidentally similar...and sometimes we think about the same things and have similar feelings on certain people :) and now we both have "baubau" as our "godmother"... We will keep this for sure yeah?
I shall not think too much...just welcome and challenges ahead and stay focus!
Was browsing my facebook, then saw a gal-friend of mine who just got engaged. The pair broke up a few years back, and at that time it was so detrimental for the gal, and I thought it was a shame. For the two were so happy together, while I was happily with Mr. T too. Recently they got back together, I do not know the details, but perhaps the gal was bold enough to make the sacrifice for the guy and move to study in the guy's home country. When I saw the two getting back together and getting engaged, I started to wonder if this will ever happen to me at all....
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
come home
Does he remember just 2 weeks ago, after disappearing after dinner for a movie without letting me know, then didnt come home til 2 something am caused me so much anxiety?
"Although u have left a msg, we still worry about you."
Just totally has no idea why he suddenly got so angry.
So sad... when will he understand our love n care? HO MO LOI and I cant help crying so much these few days. If he still cares about this sister of his, he should come back and say sorry.
Sigh...always get broken-hearted by guys...even the one closest to you...I am hopeless.
"Although u have left a msg, we still worry about you."
Just totally has no idea why he suddenly got so angry.
So sad... when will he understand our love n care? HO MO LOI and I cant help crying so much these few days. If he still cares about this sister of his, he should come back and say sorry.
Sigh...always get broken-hearted by guys...even the one closest to you...I am hopeless.
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