I oughta do something about it, yet I cannot muster up the courage to do so. I must go there in the near future to sort it out... if I still have a chance. I must end this constant struggle within my heart.
I want to thank someone who has been so understanding and caring to me, the feeling that I am unable to give something back makes me feeling uneasy. Thank you x infinity.
Forgive me, I am just too tired and too sick of being with anyone right now. I perfectly know my source my sadness and confusion come from myself, and for a long time I have lost my senses for emotions. I drift from day to day.
I must untie this knot.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Thursday, February 02, 2006
FATE
Meant to post this lyrics up many months ago, could date it back to late September 2005. Never got round to doing it. Today I have this urge. I don't like the singer's voice for this song in this HK Cantonese verion, but the Korean version of this song is nice. Anyhow, I want to cry everytime when I think of these lyrics. They perfectly portray how I feel since mid July 2005.
女人天下 (A Korean Show- Women's world)插曲：
『又是命運』
原曲：路 作曲：金善敏 詞 ：鄭國江
微風輕輕
輕拂臉
無端傷悲
天註定
無法怨你
過去的沒法拋棄
曾經相依
今始覺情心不死
深慶幸垂注有你
叫我可支撐得起
你我要各奔赴前程
仍同在一天空下
偶爾仰首山峰
偶爾看看星空
當沐浴著晚風
可會察覺這份相思的痛
寂寞留住痛苦
怎麼使我永遠痛心
愛變做了記憶
欲愛未能
願莫忘掉我心
祇因心裡愛你太深
悲哀苦痛的歲月
伴我終老
永遠空等
愛我愛我雖真心
愛要佔有 未能
要怪也怪命運
腦裡滿載怨恨
眼角滿載淚痕
回首前塵 又是命運
你我要各奔赴前程
仍同在一天空下
偶爾仰首山峰
偶爾看看星空
當沐浴著晚風
可會察覺這份相思的痛
寂寞留住痛苦
怎麼使我永遠痛心
愛變做了記憶
欲愛未能
願莫忘掉我心
祇因心裡愛你太深
悲哀苦痛的歲月
伴我終老
永遠空等
無端犧牲
雖因你仍不甘心
天註定
無法抱怨
情緣沒法拋棄
夢也不開心
Sunday, January 22, 2006
RISE AGAIN
Went to see doctor again this morning... the third time within a span of 2 weeks...
-_-"""
Can't believe I have become so weak since my return to HK in July 05...I wonder if it's because of the air is so polluted in HK and the place is too crowded with ppl or it's because of my unsettled sadness due to TKW leading to a weaker and weaker body and soul??
When will I be fully recovered from this?
After seeing doctor, went to PARSON's and got myself some piano books of Canto Pop, havent played the piano for a long long while, it's time to raise my interests in that field again...start with some easy and light pieces first before heading to more difficult ones.
Bought a book while waiting for dinner to start at Chinese Restaurant...later found out I bought the Chinese translation of "HOW TO WIN FRIENDS AND INFLUENCE PEOPLE". Well, if it's useful I will let you guys know.
-_-"""
Can't believe I have become so weak since my return to HK in July 05...I wonder if it's because of the air is so polluted in HK and the place is too crowded with ppl or it's because of my unsettled sadness due to TKW leading to a weaker and weaker body and soul??
When will I be fully recovered from this?
After seeing doctor, went to PARSON's and got myself some piano books of Canto Pop, havent played the piano for a long long while, it's time to raise my interests in that field again...start with some easy and light pieces first before heading to more difficult ones.
Bought a book while waiting for dinner to start at Chinese Restaurant...later found out I bought the Chinese translation of "HOW TO WIN FRIENDS AND INFLUENCE PEOPLE". Well, if it's useful I will let you guys know.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Friday, October 21, 2005
Monday, October 17, 2005
Shopping!!
It feels great spending own money~
It's already been a few weeks since finishing with cyberport...literally unemployed at the moment, I've been going through interviews, and reading loads and shopping loads!!!
Took out a paper and listed out my "winnings", was shocked by how much I bought!!
To sum up, my "winnings" include SHOES, CLOTHES, COSMETICS, SKINCARE PRODUCTS, ACCESSORIES, CDs, BOOKS.
SHOES: I lack a pair of casual shoes...so bought a pair of newly released Arnold Palmer shoes few fridays ago...
CLOTHES: Got a few items at BOSSINI when there was a discount. The smart stuff there was quite nice. Got a shirt, a smart jumper, and a coat...but I consider those stuff are too smart for casual wear...so went shopping this afternoon for autumn causal wear. Got a top at IZZUE, a top and a pair of trousers at EBASE...
COSMETICS: Great to shop at Bonjour... One can get branded quality make up for much lower price than other shops. I also got my dream powder cake at Seibu -Ettusais' zero pore oil free pact! MISSHA's stuff is great too.
SKINCARE PRODUCTS: These days I am in love with MISSHA's stuff... I reckon the quality is good and natural, and the price is reasonable! HK is now overwhelmed with Korea's great quality yet cheap skincare products...good news for consumers but bad news for their competitors... How I notice THE BODY SHOP now needs to think very hard of ways to counteract with this Korean wave~
ACCESSORIES: If one just wants some cute and cheap stuff, MongKok centre is the place to go!! It's heaven for gals... this place is recommended for getting trendy earrings, necklaces, hair accessories, underwear (Undercover is the place to go... a chain store which means quality is assured), and ball gown.
When I met with Nelly in August, she told me she got one of those Disney Schedule for 2006 (see below). Each page is designated for a day with a disney character, different for each day. Fully colour printed and looks grand, I got one in MK for 150HKD. I can't wait for 2006 to come.
It's already been a few weeks since finishing with cyberport...literally unemployed at the moment, I've been going through interviews, and reading loads and shopping loads!!!
Took out a paper and listed out my "winnings", was shocked by how much I bought!!
To sum up, my "winnings" include SHOES, CLOTHES, COSMETICS, SKINCARE PRODUCTS, ACCESSORIES, CDs, BOOKS.
SHOES: I lack a pair of casual shoes...so bought a pair of newly released Arnold Palmer shoes few fridays ago...
CLOTHES: Got a few items at BOSSINI when there was a discount. The smart stuff there was quite nice. Got a shirt, a smart jumper, and a coat...but I consider those stuff are too smart for casual wear...so went shopping this afternoon for autumn causal wear. Got a top at IZZUE, a top and a pair of trousers at EBASE...
COSMETICS: Great to shop at Bonjour... One can get branded quality make up for much lower price than other shops. I also got my dream powder cake at Seibu -Ettusais' zero pore oil free pact! MISSHA's stuff is great too.
SKINCARE PRODUCTS: These days I am in love with MISSHA's stuff... I reckon the quality is good and natural, and the price is reasonable! HK is now overwhelmed with Korea's great quality yet cheap skincare products...good news for consumers but bad news for their competitors... How I notice THE BODY SHOP now needs to think very hard of ways to counteract with this Korean wave~
ACCESSORIES: If one just wants some cute and cheap stuff, MongKok centre is the place to go!! It's heaven for gals... this place is recommended for getting trendy earrings, necklaces, hair accessories, underwear (Undercover is the place to go... a chain store which means quality is assured), and ball gown.
When I met with Nelly in August, she told me she got one of those Disney Schedule for 2006 (see below). Each page is designated for a day with a disney character, different for each day. Fully colour printed and looks grand, I got one in MK for 150HKD. I can't wait for 2006 to come.
CDs: IL DIVO!!! Been wanting to get that for months! I finally got that after getting my first ever salary. I have also bought 2 days ago the pre-released DVD version for IL DIVO's new album ANCORA which will be released officially on 7Nov...Cant wait...
BOOKS: Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki which I am reading at the moment, got it in a bookshop in Mongkok (I compared prices everywhere and realised that shop had the best deals). Also got Stephen Covey's The 7 habits of highly effective people at PAGE ONE (TST) last week, I wouldn't have got it if not for someone's recommendation. I wonder if this certain someone would read my blog anymore. I wish.
Me wearing my new DIOR glasses and just had my hair done~~taken last friday
My next TARGETS:
A nice HANDBAG
more BOOKS
VERY IRRESISTIBLE (GIVENCHY perfume)
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Last day at iRC
2 months had passed by so swiftly (argh...this is so cliche)
Today was my last day working at iResource Centre, cyberport!
My farewell lunch at 置富's Maxim Restaurant (Thx Eric, Alan, Wai, Kwan!!!!)
The dim sums were delicious!!
Later in the afternoon, Danny and Wilson (my friends from cambridge) came to visit me!!
Looking back, This work experience was quite memorable. Albeit the never ending data entry, I got to talk to many people when they came to visit iRC, young and old alike, which enhanced my personality, this job trained me in becoming even more outgoing and outspoken than before. I also notice that I may well have a flair for sales and customer service. I made many friends, some are great to talk to (talking to them forces one to be more spontaneous), some are extremely supportive, they taught me directly as well as indirectly about many people's attitude about their job/career, about workplace politics (not to start politics, but to realise its existence), about people's behaviour and personality, how life path unfolds... they helped me to see my flaws (which I could work on to improve) and also helped me to make important decisions in life. I hope that I will be able to keep contact with many of them in the years to come. I feel so glad to have met them.
Having a good memory is not necessarily a good thing!? Did I cause some beautiful misunderstanding???
Met someone special here too. SKC??? Secret Kodak Camera??? or a hybrid of SKII and DHC???kakaka...
Thankful.
Today was my last day working at iResource Centre, cyberport!
My farewell lunch at 置富's Maxim Restaurant (Thx Eric, Alan, Wai, Kwan!!!!)
The dim sums were delicious!!
Later in the afternoon, Danny and Wilson (my friends from cambridge) came to visit me!!
Looking back, This work experience was quite memorable. Albeit the never ending data entry, I got to talk to many people when they came to visit iRC, young and old alike, which enhanced my personality, this job trained me in becoming even more outgoing and outspoken than before. I also notice that I may well have a flair for sales and customer service. I made many friends, some are great to talk to (talking to them forces one to be more spontaneous), some are extremely supportive, they taught me directly as well as indirectly about many people's attitude about their job/career, about workplace politics (not to start politics, but to realise its existence), about people's behaviour and personality, how life path unfolds... they helped me to see my flaws (which I could work on to improve) and also helped me to make important decisions in life. I hope that I will be able to keep contact with many of them in the years to come. I feel so glad to have met them.
Having a good memory is not necessarily a good thing!? Did I cause some beautiful misunderstanding???
Met someone special here too. SKC??? Secret Kodak Camera??? or a hybrid of SKII and DHC???kakaka...
Thankful.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Birthday celebrations
13Sept
Dinner organised by Sam and Kai for Lydia and me at WATAMI~~
The dinner was great, it's also a farewell dinner for Siu Kai...cos he couldn't make to the dinner party on 17Sept, cos he would already be back in Cam ready to start his clinical school!!!
17Sept
Party organised by Sam for Lydia and me~~ (THANKS SAM for oragnising!!!)
Thanks Alex L, Boffin, Cecilia, Cherry, Eugene, Jenny T, Kenneth T, Sandy K for coming, and thx Sandy T (who couldn't make it to the party) for the lovely message on the card and necklace~
18th Sept
Mid-autumn Festival!! After dinner at home, I went to TST with SKC (kekekeke...the identity of SKC is to be kept secret. SKC stands for what??? Secret Kodak Camera??? Hahaha... ) Apart from those years in the UK, it's the first time I went away from Hung hom for Mid-Autumn Festival! The Lanterns lit up the whole Star Avenue which were quite impressive! It was cloudy that night, but I had fun messing about with my camera...it was so difficult to get a clear picture of the moon without a tripod! I started to feel tired around midnight. I had loads of surprises that night...thx SKC.
19 Sept
I was ill...got tummy ache and went to see doctor...WTF... ILL ON BIRTHDAY!?
But as a naughty gal, I went out regardless!!!! Finished dinner at home and around 9pm, SKC and I went to Victoria Park to see the lanterns exhibition and THE LUMINARIUM "LEVITY II" (It was the last day of its exhibition and I really wanted to see it...) However...
ARGH!!!! I was so disappointed! The levity was closed!!! It only opened during day time for a few hours!!! We could only take pictures of it being lit up from the outside!!!
It was also my first time in life going to park to see mid-autumn lanterns...I really admire those artist who made them! They were so pretty!
After visiting park, went to have some warming up drink to soothe my aching stomach...Thx SKC...for the beautiful necklace...
Also wanna thx ppl who sms-ed, emailed, called from overseas etc.... (Ronnie, Sindy C, Nelly, Johnny, Albert)
Dinner organised by Sam and Kai for Lydia and me at WATAMI~~
The dinner was great, it's also a farewell dinner for Siu Kai...cos he couldn't make to the dinner party on 17Sept, cos he would already be back in Cam ready to start his clinical school!!!
17Sept
Party organised by Sam for Lydia and me~~ (THANKS SAM for oragnising!!!)
Thanks Alex L, Boffin, Cecilia, Cherry, Eugene, Jenny T, Kenneth T, Sandy K for coming, and thx Sandy T (who couldn't make it to the party) for the lovely message on the card and necklace~
18th Sept
Mid-autumn Festival!! After dinner at home, I went to TST with SKC (kekekeke...the identity of SKC is to be kept secret. SKC stands for what??? Secret Kodak Camera??? Hahaha... ) Apart from those years in the UK, it's the first time I went away from Hung hom for Mid-Autumn Festival! The Lanterns lit up the whole Star Avenue which were quite impressive! It was cloudy that night, but I had fun messing about with my camera...it was so difficult to get a clear picture of the moon without a tripod! I started to feel tired around midnight. I had loads of surprises that night...thx SKC.
19 Sept
I was ill...got tummy ache and went to see doctor...WTF... ILL ON BIRTHDAY!?
But as a naughty gal, I went out regardless!!!! Finished dinner at home and around 9pm, SKC and I went to Victoria Park to see the lanterns exhibition and THE LUMINARIUM "LEVITY II" (It was the last day of its exhibition and I really wanted to see it...) However...
ARGH!!!! I was so disappointed! The levity was closed!!! It only opened during day time for a few hours!!! We could only take pictures of it being lit up from the outside!!!
It was also my first time in life going to park to see mid-autumn lanterns...I really admire those artist who made them! They were so pretty!
After visiting park, went to have some warming up drink to soothe my aching stomach...Thx SKC...for the beautiful necklace...
Also wanna thx ppl who sms-ed, emailed, called from overseas etc.... (Ronnie, Sindy C, Nelly, Johnny, Albert)
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Mid-autumn festival cum birthday activities
Tomorrow (18/9) will be mid-autumn festival!!! And the next day (19/9) will be my birthday.
I think I will take a good rest on 18th, stay around at home and have meals with family. Then perhaps go out at night for some fun!?
There are a few places I wanna visit on my birthday...
could be found in the following website
Mid-autumn Lantern Carnivals 2005
I am thinking of visiting...
Victoria Park (19/9 daytime) for THE LUMINARIUM "LEVITY II"
Kowloon Park (19/9 night time) for "Glittering Beauties in the Wonderland"
But who would be interested in going with me I wonder??
Tomorrow (18/9) will be mid-autumn festival!!! And the next day (19/9) will be my birthday.
I think I will take a good rest on 18th, stay around at home and have meals with family. Then perhaps go out at night for some fun!?
There are a few places I wanna visit on my birthday...
could be found in the following website
Mid-autumn Lantern Carnivals 2005
I am thinking of visiting...
Victoria Park (19/9 daytime) for THE LUMINARIUM "LEVITY II"
Kowloon Park (19/9 night time) for "Glittering Beauties in the Wonderland"
But who would be interested in going with me I wonder??
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
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