Leaving for Brussels in a few hours...can't sleep. DAMN.

Come to think about it... my darling acts a bit strange these days...Is it an reaction to my emotionality? I am a bit confused. How to strike a balance? How not to exert pressure? How come one could look so amused at one moment and then looking so impatient at the next?

Even saying that, deep in my heart, I could sense the effort u r making. I don't want u to be unhappy though.

I am in conflict all the time. My cynical view about men conflicts with the fantastic being I am in love with. Hence my ambivalent behaviour towards u?

Perhaps I could sleep for a short while.