Monday, January 31, 2005

There is ALWAYS tomorrow~

Exceptionally glad!

Today went to the Cambridge Havard debate organised by HKCAS, I simply admire and am amazed by the debators who are so quick-witted and articulate, how I wish I could be like that!

Came back and webcam with darling, so happy that he's still waiting for me even though it's almost 1am in Singapore! Hehe....he reads my blog....

( "make sure you read it more often..") (Hope that what I say hasn't posed any bad pressure on u ~~)

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Oh well, it was the conversation which made me feel really glad. I could sense the effort you are putting into this...The reasons u gave, like you sensed how sad I was and that you would be cheerful so that I could be influenced by it. I truly hope it's not something u felt obligated to do because you are my bf, but u did it because u wanted to. When I said I wanted to relive those memories, you said ,"There will always be tomorrow." YES indeed. I just cannot explain how glad I was when we talked, and it surprised me when u told me to go to Church!!! Everything you said, gave me a sense of security and reassurance.

I am trying to be happier, like how I used to be. Cambridge is a lovely place to study, but isn't a very healthy place for one's ego and self-esteem. How glad I am to be able to discover the true values here, the support I receive from my family, friends, darling and tutor/DoS. What is there to be unhappy about?

HAVE FAITH AND YOU WILL MOVE FORWARD!

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